On this site I talk about blocks to personal/spiritual growth and uncovering them so we are able to have an insight for living. Well, I’ve discovered a big core block for myself. Here’s how the discovery of it went:
In the coaching group I’m leading, at the end of the call when it was her turn to share what she got out of the call, one of the members said that she see’s the little girl in each of us (5 women including me).
Then I said, “You want to know what kind of little girl I was? I loved skirts that twirl. I put on shows in the neighborhood organizing the kids a little younger then I. We made and sold tickets. My mother hung an old bedspread on the clothesline and we put on some kind of show. I don’t remember the show but I do remember that I told fortunes from an upside down fishbowl.
I organized several of these shows between the ages of 5 and 6. I stopped when I started school. But no matter what I said, my mother would not let me keep the money. I had to give it to charity.
So now I find a place inside me where I made up that I’m not supposed to make money from what I love to do and what I’m good at. So I’ve been a coach for years. I’ve been on the internet for years. And I’m still working on money as a block!
Well, there it is. Probably my main block to financial abundance.
What will I do now? I guess I’ll do some work around my mother and keep watching for those thoughts. Keep an insight for living. BTW, my mother wasn’t even trying to teach me about charity, she didn't want the neighbors to think we didn’t have enough money (which we didn’t.)
I am confident that my block to abundance is leaving as I write.
Now that you're done, I have one thing left I'd like you to do.
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ReplyDeleteGreat insights! Thanks for sharing your personal experience of blocks to personal/spiritual growth..